Genius Idea!

Stop it! Stop It! Just stop! - I yelled to the voice inside my head. There was no doubt : If it wouldn't stop in a second I'd go insane. I could even picture myself sitting in the middle of the white room in white top with my hands tied in a back. Maybe it is not a bad place. It's quiet there and people are nice and kind. And I really like white color.  Only the thought of the lack of internet connection was stopping me from thinking this place is actually ok. Do they have internet there?.... I caught myself on biting my nails - horrible habit that I should drop many years ago. I shouldn't be so nervous or make such a fuss about it. But in reality it was so much harder than I thought. The worst thing is that my mother told me there will be moments like this. And I thought she was kidding.