It's not JUST black. | journal

If you'd know me in real life you'd know how annoying I am. I complain about the weather about 9 1/2 times per day. I am the best complaining companion you could ever find. I can go for hours. But the weather, or rather winter weather, is the reason why getting ready and dressing up is so hard for me during this season. All I want to is to take my warm blanket wherever I go. But i can't. So to protest I wear black.

Today was an exciting day for me. I stayed the whole day at home. Funny how enjoyable it is to watch horrible weather through the window of your warm, wind free flat. I could almost enjoy it.

I actually had a plan for today but it failed (no surprise there). So I end up catching up with youtube videos and trying to figure out what to do with my life. As I had no idea what to do with my life I watched some more videos.

But today wasn't totally wasted. I booked a ticket back home. Two more months and few days and I will have to pack all my belongings once again and move to another country one more time. It will be fun. I have no idea how I am going to fit anything anywhere. I can only imagine the face of the person who will be weighting my language. I will laugh so hard. And then I will cry. Because I will be bankrupt from this moment on.

Let's hope the spring will get here soon. And it will bring all the life solutions.

Do you wear more black during winter? Or maybe you wear it all year long ?

Best Bedding | Darling let stay in bed.

It's Friday! 

In celebration of the begging of the weekend I decided to dedicate this post to something that matters most during those long-awaited days - bed.

I searched the deepest corners of the web to find bedding that not only makes me want to actually get up and look for my credit card but also redecorate my bedroom. And to do it now.

It made me think that maybe, maybe if I spend a little bit more money on my duvet covers I would feel less quilt for staying in bed longer than I should. If I already pay I might as well use it, right? Oh, who am I trying to fool. Of course I'm right. 

Here comes the hardest part. Which one do I like best?!

DIY Christmas Mood.

In case you haven't read any tweets, Facebook statuses,blog post or simply didn't looked at the date on your phone : It's December.! 

And December means Christmas *just sayin' in case you didn't know it yet*

dot dot dot

One of the best parts of being a student in a fashion school are amazing clothes. Dresses, tops, skirts you see them being made and then hang away. Such a shame. 

My friend had her final exam this week and she asked me if i would like to be her model. Would I like to be her model? Sure! I would love to be  your model (it only required standing still in the class in extreme high heels without falling down and I am happy to inform you i achieved it.). 

That was the day I understood how difficult being a model is when you have to present winter and autumn collection during hot summer days. 

Fringe and lace days.

Summer is my favorite season. I love hot weather, dresses and messy braids. 

Thanks to the sun and current summer weather I was able to sunbath and I am no longer white as my walls so I was able to wear my favorite lace dress.

#badday

QUICK TIP:

In case of bad day watch Bridget Jones.

It will make you feel better.

*mostly about yourself which is bad, but hey! it works!*

Here's to (never?) growing up.

You know how sometimes they push kids into the deep water so they can learn how to swim? Those kids never had a swimming lesson before but it doesn't stop the parents from pushing them in.
They will learn or they will drown.

To be honest they are fully aware that drowning isn't really possible. There is lifeguard and the parents are watching. But still, It would be awfully embarrassing thing to fail while other kids are happily splashing around. That's what growing up feels like.

When it's hot you crop.

i don't know what happened. I don't know why. But it looks like summer finally arrived with all its glory to Denmark. Luckily for me I have got quite some free time to fully enjoy it.

Not pretty enough.

Isn't she gorgeous?" I heard his voice from the other side of the room. I could feel my heart twisting in my chest and I could swear a great, big stone feel from the heaven right into my stomach. I put my head down letting my hair cover my face. I felt horrible.

Even though there were only two girls in the room i know for sure he wasn't talking about me.

Saving first kiss till marriage?

Do you smile when you think about your first kiss? Do you have the sparkle in your eyes? And wait did your heart gets warmer? Mine do. The love may be long gone but that kiss has a special place in your heart.

Let's ... meditate ?!

If there is one thing i could swear i am good at it would be doing nothing. Sitting in one place with your eyes closed doing absolutely nothing seems like a pretty easy job. Don't get it fool you. It is much harder than you think.

Influential phone wallpapers ?

They say that the things you see affect your daily life.
Colors, shapes, pictures. All have different influences on our mood or productivity.
and if there is one think you see a lot during your day it is your phone.
Now tell me again how stupid my obsession with phones wallpaper is.

That STUFF.

Ok it is done. I bought it. I was way too excited for this. And probably way too old. But at this moment I couldn't care less. I really should email this to all of my friends. They will love it. Now those stuff are cool.

Lazy dresses.

One more time the adult world disappointed me.
If I remember right (and i do) I was promised singing birds dressing me up every morning while i dance around my room. Well that didn't happened.

My neighbours think I am weird.

My neighbors think i am weirdo.
It is not a ques, not a suspicion.
It is a fact.

Finding Mr Right

The man of your dreams is probably wandering around some city, going somewhere interesting to do something important. Or maybe not. Maybe he is just sitting at home watching TV.

Finding this one right person for you is difficult, cities are crowded and the chances that you are going to meet that person today are significant lower than you would like. Luckily I have got few tips for you that will make the chance of meeting the One higher.

Flats on!

High heels might be sexy but running to a bakery  in your new, cute flats in a spring weather with the smell of freshly cut grass in the air is quite amazing. Here are four pair of flats I would love to have in my possession, simply because they are cute. And when you're 5'9 you don't really need extra height anyway.

Keep it short!

The spring is officially here. Birds are singing, spiders are back and the bee dances to the rhythm of buzzz came back to the streets. The weather is getting warmer and girls can trade all the sweaters for those cute dresses they've been dreaming of all winter. But this year not only skirts are getting shorter.

Photo diary ( 4 am walk, london and trip home)

Yesterday i started my day at 2 am and finished it at 2 am the very next day.
I was in 3 countries, 5 cities, I took one walk, one train, one bus, two planes and a car ride and here i am in my parents' home!

here are few photos from this veery long day.

friendly remainder and life saver.

Dealing with Failure.

The calm before the storm. The second before you know the truth. Burning hope. Quiet please. 

Not all the dreams come true. Not all the plans work out. Sometimes they are smashed and thrown to trash and we don't know why. Maybe it is wonderful stroke of luck or maybe just a  lesson to learn. No matter how embarrass may I feel I think it is as important to share our failures as to share our success.