11/02/2014

Too good to be true ?

I couldn't believe my eyes.
No it couldn't be true. It was way too good to be true. I closed my eyes, counted to ten and looked again. It was still there. For the first time in way too long I was able to see the sun. OK, technically the sun is ALWAYS there. I know that.  If it'd decide to go somewhere i am sure we'd notice as all of us would be dead. But all this time, for all those long weeks and days it was taken from us, hidden behind the clouds. The pleasure of feeling its warmth on the skin became a myth  told by old people who still remembered the days...


Okey maybe i am overreacting quite a bit. But i couldn't help but smile. I am pretty sure i started singing too and i am still waiting to receive complains from my neighbors. The spring was coming, I could felt it in the air, in my heart and most important on my skin. During the winter months I became so pale that i could easily audition for a Twilight and no gram of powder would be needed.

My happiness was interrupted by the little voice in my head whispering ,,it's a trap!". I must admit there was something very, I am telling you, very suspicious about that. Yesterday was the day when the rain was pouring down, the wind was blowing in my face and i felt like i was biking in the areotunnel.  Why suddenly it feels like spring? I had no idea and i decided not to bother but enjoy the weather.

After every lecture, on every break I was there. Next to the window. Walking around and looking at the sky talking about how it can't be real. Waiting for a storm, rain, snow. But the sun was still there. It stayed there until the last lecture was over. Everything changed the moment i sit on my bike. This time I couldn't believe it either.  It was raining.


It was less surprising than seeing the sun in the morning. Call it luck (or bad luck) but the good weather and the sun came back. When I was sitting in my house. I wasn't even mad - that's how desperate i am for the sun (and maybe because i was a bit proud that i knew it would happen from the beginning!). I feel like now it is time to appreciate the good weather. And maybe learn few of those songs and dances that help bring it back?
Maybe all it needs is encouragement and if i dance around , singing ,,oh sun, sun,sun... oh sun, sun, sun" it will stay longer?

If it will be sunny tomorrow it means i tried.


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  4. lovely look! I'm so happy that you finally see the sun! It gives great energy and makes me happy, luckily its always sunny here where I live!:))
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    1. ahh you are one of those lucky ones! so jealous! Yes,it gives you energy and happiness and when it's gone those things are mostly gone too! x

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  7. Te he! Isn't it lovely to see the sun? It's been hiding from me for weeks! I'm about ready to hop on a plane to Africa just because it's the closest warm, sunny place I can think of!
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